he is back, i think

[mdoodles]

i am very nervous about all of this. he speaks of such strong desire to work his way back home full time, to focus on me and him. we are very close to closing a deal on a new business to get him out of the area and job where his affair took place and changed our world. he is making the steps but i feel like not fast enough for me. i dont know where the ow is in all of this and even when he tells me its over with her, im not sure that i believe it. i dont know what to do. i know if i dont move forward with the business and give it a try, we stand no chance because he cannot stay in the environment he currently works in.