Glad you have a fun vacation planned! What are you doing to GAL? When I first started, I also felt like it was fake. There were many times I felt I was too miserable to GAL! I always wished my H was with me and it was very hard. But it's defintely gotten easier and I'm able to have a great time now.

I know this whole process is very confusing! There are moments I feel so strong & confident and moments I fall to pieces. As long as you keep coming back to the Lord, you will be renewed and strengthened. Keep praying and seeking His guidance and things will be clearer with time.

Hope you have a great weekend. :-)

Me:28, first M
H: 33, second M
Married: 08/08
Bomb: 10/08
H filed D and deployed: 12/08
Served: 04/09
I deploy: 07/09
Hearing date: 08/09