current progress:

1.) saw A
2.) it was half neutral and half good


a.) he asked me for my advice and help
b.) he showed me his new tv (he said, 'it's like yours)
c.) we joked and laughed
d.) I feared that his life is becoming more and more unknown to me.
e.) I listened to him talk about his family. I was attentive, supportive and encouraged him.
f.) I affirmed his thoughtfulness
g.) I told him he was a good son and a good brother.
h.) He talked about a meal he made...I told him I admired how his skill of putting ingredients together without a recipe


3.) no sign of getting together. Only, 'talk soon'.
4.) I took a risk...and asked him if he wanted to catch a quick meal with me...he said 'yes'
5.) he said, 'you probably noticed that I gained 20 lbs? I didn't notice...I just think he is handsome.


I suppose it is good...I just hate to leave him. The letter that I wrote to send to him is looking pretty good now. I think I'm getting more courage to talk with confidence. All I know is that I miss him. And I see no real use for our being apart...


jojo