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That is good that you cleared the air with your H
Also, I believe we react differently at different times due to hormones or stress or other emotional factors maybe even environmrent. and how well we are eating or taking care of ourselves with exercise and sleep
Maybe put yourself on a plan to take better care of you for the month of April:
more water
more sleep and rest
meditate-
yoga or another exercise
church or some spiritual plan
then at the end of the month see how you feel about your situation
peace


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow