I was in the paper today! I helped to rescue a sea otter pup and they said my name! the nightly news did a story on it, but they didn't mention my name, just Fish and Wildlife Service, but then the local paper ran the story and they said my name! I'm gonna save that paper!

H texted today and said that he was really proud of me, that I am doing things that he would really enjoy and that he thought it was really neat that I made a difference.

I feel like I was making such good progress at finding myself again, and now Ive just gotten sucked back in. Hes so sad that we're separated, and he wishes that 2008 had never happened, and all that, but he still wont mention reconciling! When I hint at it, he tells me how I deserve better than him.

I do deserve better than him! Maybe he should try being a better man!

I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...