I would really encourage you to reach out to your family and friends right now, and allow them to support you and minister to you. You need to lean on someone, and that takes precedence over any embarrassment that you might be feeling if you were to reconcile with your wife.
I could NOT have gotten thru my sitch without my parents and my brothers and sister! They were so important to me.
Puppy
Your right Pup. My family has been incredibly supportive. They even said I could move back in if I want to. If I didn't have my son, I probably would have taken that option since I really can't even look at W right now.
But I still want to be around for my son, and will have to try to be tough and be around for him. I really don't want to go home tonight, and my folks want me to stay tonight, but I think I may have to go back tonight since my son starts a soccer program tomorrow morning, and I am the volunteer assistant coach. Though I know the head coach, and he'd completely understand if I wasn't there and also my son is sick today so he might not be able to play tomorrow, but I feel like I should be there in the morning just in case he is feeling better and wants to play. I will not miss out on time with him because of this.
