INTERESTING!!!!

[Treese]

Thanks MOM.....it helps to hear that other people went through the same things....it is a rollercoaster though....some days I"m up and some days I'm down....I'd settle for a happy medium....I know what you mean about the thoughts though....I have had some awful thoughts but I'm not that kind of person...I have never said or called her at all....now if I see her that might be another story...it could get ugly quick....as my H says....you'll see us sometime...I told him I really better not....it wouldn't be good for her....they didn't only hurt me but my children and my entire family....that's grounds for war....NOBODY messes with my kids...even my H would tell you that....sometimes I scare myself....LOL.....

The bus needs to come get me and I think we"ll go somewhere warm first, then off to take care of business...I want to be tan first...LOL.....

Some days I wish I could do like he does and block everything out except me...but I can't...I have responsibilities...and they depend on me to take care of them...I'm gonna be Okay....I think....

vroooommm....vrrroooommmm......