Don't worry PH, Talking electronically many times is taken out of context.
What I do and when I do it will be my decision and will be at the right time and for the right reasons.
The honest truth is I am confused. Call it weak - I will call it confused.
Saw my wife last night at my daughter's piano recital and she looked fabulous. Talked to her for five minutes and hated her.
Talked to her today and she was pleasant. I think she is going to DC and will be meeting her OM.
Went into the house to get some stuff where she told me it was for our daughter. Saw a packet that I gave her for relocation and picked it up to see if she had filled it out yet and under it was a card from the OM.
The honest truth is that I am fighting with myself. Do I really want this person back? If so why? Why am I being nice to a person that killed my family and dreams. Is it because I think I palyed a big part in it and fell guilty? Is it because I don't feel like being with anyone else right now? Is it because I am just tired.
Part of me wishes I could take my daughter and just leave..the other part tells myself that my daughter needs two parents in her life.
I'm conflicted and quite honestly it is mostly about me. I am over analyzing myself and judging myself. Shoot!!!!!!!!!!!!!
