Not quite yet Rob! Well the throat is worse Michelle.. but I wont be able to NOT drink.. Cher makes me drink my own body weight in vodka whenever I see her out, ha.. good job I dont weigh much!
Neaj, the pride bit was about the "2nd prize" comment.. I'm 1st prize of course, but not too proud to 'try again', with either ex! And no.. I am NOT honest with Cher! Not like I am my BFFs, she is 12 years younger than me, so she has a different perspective and also, I know how indiscreet her and G are, so I have always had to be super careful how I say things to her and what I tell her.. but.. we have become very good friends. Still, I am sensible about what I tell her, thats for sure.
As for my ex.. of course it affects his R's with people, but he is a classic mask wearer.. so even his own Mum didnt know he was depressed until recently !!! He's a Leo too, so very much 'putting on a show'.. he used to say that only I knew the real him and I had the perfect phrase for him "tears of a clown".
My mood hasnt really been affected by seeing him.. I'm still feeling pretty underwhelmed! Thanks T for explaining that that is normal then.. phew ! Yes, he has ALOT of bridges to mend with me so no way am I jumping back into anything with him. My Mum said maybe you will both stay over at Chers? I said, no way Mum, I dont think I need to be THAT available !!!
Looking forward to seeing G and asking him a) whats the sitch with ex and Helen and b) WTF's going on with Cher.. cos I am basically a nosey person !
So I am out overnight and off in a bit.. think there could be some drama.. Cher said she is in danger of ending it with G, ex's brother winds everyone up and who knows if Helen will come looking for him and create a scene !?? Ha.. As for me, I feel confused and apathetic about it all !! So, let you all know tommorow.
