i get the difference. i really do... i was just venting.
he either doesn't love me like he says or chooses not to treat me lovingly. He either has no respect for me or chooses not to treat me with respect. Either way, i don't understand it. especially given the situation. He's practically begging me to stay with him, to work it out, swearing it'll be different, but then he insults me and nothing i do is good enough again.
i work really hard to not let that stuff get to me anymore. I just say (as calmly as possible) that when he says things like that (then i give an example) it makes me feel like he doesn't care about me and it hurts me. then he tells me how i took it wrong and i need to stop being so sensitive about stuff... as some point i stop the conversation.
if he doesn't know HOW, he should learn. i am apparently not a very good teacher.
oh well. I don't need his approval today.
take care ann
If i can't fall in love... I'd like to fall in chocolate! ~ Author Unknown
ann