Oh Glam, (((())))
I am sorry things took a backwards turn.
You deserve so much more after all the love, kindness and infinate patience you have shown.
You are doing the right things by just getting on with your life and that is truly all you can do for you and your children.
What H does or doesn't do is up to him now. So sad but true and maybe one day he will realize just what he lost but it isn't happening anytime soon.
Our professionals charge if you miss appointments without at least 48hrs notice, so he was lucky. He might not be so lucky when he trys to make new appointments but thats his problem.
One day at a time and no expectations of him in your life at all.
You will manage and have a good life with or without him.
Take care.