I say real. I also say that real is a game.

Thanks for continuing to update. I'm a dreamer and throughout my life many of my dreams came true. Not the one where my wife comes back, however. At least not yet. Anyhow, I have been following your story for a while and this last post seems positive. Call me crazy, but her sadness has to mean something. I think the advice I would like to give myself could apply to you. Try to chill. Maybe time will heal you. Not chilling certainly won't help anything. I think you know all this. I just needed to reach out. I don't share like you do and I'm having a tough day. My latest mind script is trying to help me define how unhappy my life has become. OK, I just realized how dumb that is. SIGH. I guess I could work on a different script.

Anyway, thanks dday. I'm pulling for you and your family. Thanks again for the updates. Enjoy your days. I hope your M is better soon.

I sent an I love you text about a month ago. Duh, right? The time seemed right, I have no regrets. Except for all of the regrets.

L


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W 39
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M 13
Bomb ILYBNILWY November 28th, 2007