I started the paperwork..not finished yet. It makes me sick and the anxiety becomes overwhelming as I work to get through it.
Hubby is NOT staying with the "whore".. he is staying at a friends until he takes the next step towards an apartment.(Those were his words..he referred to her as I do!)
I have not really gotten clarity from him if it is his doing or hers....
Or if he wants to try and work on our marriage. He knows where I stand on all this. I love him and am willing to seek help..I dont want to throw our life away.
I hope I am not getting my hopes up.... again.
He said we could talk..I am willing to listen. I want to know what is going on in his head and heart. I guess I dont feel he has really been honest with me yet....
I guess we will see what today brings... I am hoping to hear something from him... I always feel like he is too busy for me.
