The adventure continues--part 2

[AFWAW]

Yep,
gonna take care of it today. I'm still perplexed as to the wife's statement of yesterday. She must think she is in control still as I just recently stopped pursuing for real. It's strange how weird it feels when you actually stop. My friend in Iraq told me to watch for the other shoe to drop now that I've pretty much decided she will not come back until we address some problems and she is committed to making some changes together. Based on our past history, I suspect she will become quite angry. I'm trying to stay positive about a reconcilliation here but I keep going over the positives of her being gone the past few days.
1. I'm far more relaxed around the house as I don't have to answer to anyone--no one bitches at me
2. Laundry is a snap as my daughter does her own and I do mine
3. I actually have money in my account which has taken a ton of stress off me--I was always worried before
4. I find that my confidence in myself is returning rapidly--I go to the gym or run everyday!--no need to rush home to appease the wife
and the list goes on and on.

So why am I saying all this? Believe it or not, I'm beginning to wonder if this isn't such a bad thing. We'll see how I feel later, but for right now I don't feel that awful--strange???