glam- I am sorry for your frustrations too. I read on your thread how you thought that your hormones are a factor in how you deal with your sitch. I am wondering the same about me. I have never thought that PMS ever effected me but I am noticing now that I am more irritable around that time of month. Maybe that is why things were effecting me the last few days. I need to pay attention to that.
I had lunch with my H yesterday. I pushed and he pulled away. I know he isn't ready to recommit (not that I am really looking for that exactly) but sometimes I just can't seem to stop myself. I know he doesn't want to lose me. He admits he sees us together in the future and is willing to work toward that. I should be grateful and most of the time I am. I do get frustrated and impatient from time to time because sometimes this is difficult for me to understand. I guess sometimes I just need reassurance...lots of reassurance.
After lunch, I sent my H a text saying that I was sorry for adding to his stress and that I know he is trying.
