I was so happy to see that you have a new meeting with A today. With your progress, I don't see why you should feel nervous and worried about how to act light, happy and easy. You see to be the epitomie (sp) of light and goodness. I think your H sees that and this is why he keeps coming back. Think of your self as WORTH more than nervous, and you will be.
I have a meeting with my H too. It will be the first time he's agreed to see me since August. (Of course, it benefits him). We have a meeting to see the H&R Block lady on Monday @ 4:30 p.m. I will meet him there.
Also, I had a tele convo with him the other night. He said he worked on Sunday. I asked what, and he wouldn't tell me. I said, "Well, is it under the table?" He said, "Not exactly." And then I asked, "Are you getting paid for it?" His answer was, "Sort of." Hmmm, I'm so disgusted. If there is one thing I have a right to know about, it's his financial situation. And he's keeping these secrets from me. I do have a right to know, and it hurts.
