I tried to edit but got cut off. I wanted to add that the only reason I posted is to tell you this: when I first came to this site I found you in the midst of rebuilding yourself. You were encouraging to read, you were funny, lively, goal oriented, caring and rediscovering what you love to do.
I don't want you to lose that when moving forward. I want to remind you that you can do whatever you set your mind to do.