Hey Julia.. I really dont know how I feel about it..kind of underwhelmed.. and last night I couldnt sleep for dreaming about my ex ex, the Piscean, so I am feeling a little confused. It was the way he looked at me, so real and open and expressive and EXCITED.. but my now ex (the Leo) when he came over last night.. nothing, nada. He just looked a bit upset and tired and down and GAURDED. I geuss as Cyrena explains, he is still in the tunnel! At the door he hugged me goodbye tightly for ages and I thought he was never going to let go! He said over my shoulder "Its great to see you Al" (he never used to say that!) and I was shocked and said sort of absent mindedly "is it?" and he sort of laughed and said, yes, of course it is..

I have suspected these last few weeks that I have built up resentments to him, which is bad, and a wall to him. I hadnt before, but he pushed me too far lately, not calling even for so long. If he had made a move a little sooner, it would have been ok, but now, I am not so sure. See how it goes tonight hey!

Cher said I should make sure I look gorgeous tonight.. and my stars for today are spoooooky !!!

An important date or appointment is indicated, and you must pay special attention to the way you look, and the way you dress. Your future depends on it! Be nice to Leos, they can change your destiny.


Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs
IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08
Reconciled 05/09 now married!
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