I am thinking of going to my parent's house adn finally telling them what's been going on and to stay for a few days. I haven't told any family yet because I didn't want them to hold any grudges in case we reconciled or I didn't want pressure from them to do things that would just make it easier on me, but at the expense of the M. But I think once I tell them, the M will just go down hill cause of all the 'advice/pressure/negative talk/etc.
I really, really feel tired, confused, and extremely down right now.
ST,
I would really encourage you to reach out to your family and friends right now, and allow them to support you and minister to you. You need to lean on someone, and that takes precedence over any embarrassment that you might be feeling if you were to reconcile with your wife.
I could NOT have gotten thru my sitch without my parents and my brothers and sister! They were so important to me.
