YR....My H has said most of the one liners also....it's amazing...and they still look so sure of themselves and what they are doing...

Tonight I'm having a rough night....I know I over think things, actually I think I think too much...I can't control anything, so why does it all eat at me..I worry that he and OW are becoming so close that he really has moved on without us...left us in the dust..I truly would not treat my worst enemy this way...We were so close or so I thought...I take my 50% of whatever went wrong....

I feel as though I'm going backwards instead of forward...I almost have no hope left and that's all I had to hang on to...Most days I feel he won't return...that his life is as he says, "Happy and wonderful"...then there are the days where I'm fine and happy with my little life, just me and the kids...we are happy when we are together...without him....

Ya know...once when I was chewing him out about OW and I told him I hated her....well, he said I can't hate her I don't know her...but YR....I DO HATE HER! She Came into my home and took my H...of course it took 2 but she knew what she was doing...she had a husband, traded him in for mine....seems her H was addicted to a drug...a painkiller....she told him she never loved him...they were married 21 years...now divorced so she and H can be together....Auggghhh....I give her way to much space in my head....I HATE HER!! I need the bus....rev it up mom...I'm coming to get it.....

Sorry....didn't mean to go off on a tangent but I had to let it out somewhere and since I can't do it to H....you all get to hear it....

well,,,,I feeeellll better now....

Love ya my DB mom..... \:\)

Treese

H 49
M 45
D 23, D17, S12
M 25 T 31
01/07 OW H at my door w/proof
Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07
Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass,
Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9
11/08 pos.paternity