Hey Michelle, Much of your letter & feelings I can relate to. I guess with each step forward there are times when those raging feelings come back.

What is your 1st goal?? To get taxes done, done D or send the letter?

Personally, it seems that your H is standing at the edge of a ledge right now.

Me39, XH45
Kids 3 dogs, 2 cats
Divorced 6/4/09
Tricky thing is not how you live, but how you live with yourself. (POTC)