Hey good luck with Project X tommorow.. whatever it is! After your boss did you over with the crummy bonus, I am not surprised you want to switch departments! I am glad H was loving too.. although, still its a problem this not talking.. did you used to, in the early days? Is it a case of letting those defences down just a little bit more? I thikn I understand now though, as I didnt really know what to talk to my ex about tonight and he kept asking questions and I answered in quite a vague way as I didnt feel like letting him know the details of my life... so you know what? I understand a bit more now how it is for you, I really do.