Letting go and taking a left off last laugh lane

[MsMelancoly]

Hey Julia, Good to see you are back & that you had a fun time on your holiday!!!

As far as how to progress - I say just do what comes natural. When I decided that D wasn't so bad & the weight lifted off, it lifted off from within. I don't have to try anymore, I don't have to worry about how to act, what to say (although I do sometimes - as we are not "friends" like we used to be). Does that make any sense. Sweep the eggshells out of the way & just walk....... if you make a mistake, oopppss that dam eggshell got in the way again (it's just a mistake) just kick it out of the way & keep walking ..... if he chooses to follow you (by that I mean emailing back, being friendly ....) then great! If he chooses not - then his loss - right Be cool!