Thanks everyone. You're all correct - I'm overthinking when I have no information to think about. Just circumstance.
It hurts and I think 2bpa is correct - its my own insecurities showing through.
<sigh> I must be tired, because that's not me. That's not how I am wired. The jealous and insecure type is certainly never been me and I'm adjusting to fend it off. Takes a lot longer than I give myself credit for I think.
And you're right, this is about new memories. Not old ones.
Thanks for the shot to the jaw. I needed that.
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."