The adventure continues--part 2

[AFWAW]

AF: It is very interesting to look back at the evolution of your attitude toward your sitch. You really have come a long way! I think that your current attitude of "I would like to be with her, if she would change, but I could take or leave it" is the most mature and evolved that you have had! THAT is wisdom: hard-fought and dearly bought.

PD, thanks very much. It may have sounded mature but it doesn't feel so. My new motto is fake it till you make it, so I'm trying to inject logic and whatnot into my nogin so that I can better cope and evolve and move forward in my sitch. It's probably the only way I can stay sane at this point. Otherwise, I find myself obsessing as much as ever. It is a minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day struggle. So, once again, I say to you: FAKE IT TILL YOU MAKE IT!