PS - I know I'm not at a great place to offer advice right now, but I can share the chaos of overthinking, creating situations in your mind that never happened, or will happen, etc...
I couldn't have said it better!!!
M:28 H:30 DD-9| DD-7| Baby- Due 11/10 T-14 | M-8
10/08- Bomb 4/09- Failed attempt at Marriage Fitness Program 3/10- WH moved out. 7/10- Informed me he's filing in Aug