There is great love here. Through God's mercy and grace, I have learned to love my husband to a depth I never thought possible. While giving that love with no reciprocation from him has at times wounded me deeply, I know that the Lord is with me and He is standing by me and loving me while the enemy has my husband's heart hostage.
Love the pic SMW! I have learned that type of love also through this experience. It is only with God I could love my H that way. Your words about the enemy holding your H's heart hostage also applies to my H. His heart is so hardened and wounded right now. It is very difficult to see someone you love so much hurting so badly and be in denial about it.
It is great to hear you are having such a positive effect on those around you. No doubt God uses everything... good and bad... for his glory! You and your fam are in my prayers :-)
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You and your H are in mine as well! I think you need to cut off email communication with him for a while. He just uses it as an excuse to berate you and i do not want him to beat you up emotionally, especially with your upcoming deployment. Relax, spend time with friends, and bask in the love of the Lord. His Word will show you the paths to follow.
Living God's blessings with grace and dignity~ SMW
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Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. I Corinthians 13:7
