It's all ablazin'....

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SO2- he should have got the paperwork yesterday. I didn't hear from him ----a good thing. I don't think I will. I just figure when I go to pick K up from him after her visit tomorrow he'll be a complete A-hole....nothing new. He'd probably be that way even if he hadn't got the paperwork. I've been distancing from his whole family. It's not as hard as I thought. I now look at K and I as our own family. She's in my world. We have OUR world. I don't know if that is good or bad or that it will even stay that way once the "fire" has burned out. We'll see. Just taking it one day at a time.

FG- gearing up even though I don't anticipate him contacting me about the paperwork. But, I know, if he starts to talk about it...I am just going to say "Everything is in the papers, H. I am trying to do what is best for our daughter. There is no point in discussing it any further. We just don't agree. So, we'll just leave it up to the judge." And, that is it. No anger, no fight, no bitterness....facts and just the facts. The line is drawn...by ME. This is what he chose. I'm not going to make it hard for him. I want him to have a great R with his daughter, but not at the cost of her happiness or well-being. So, I am trying to really trust my instincts, here.

The smiling part....no problem. I've been faking it for a year and a half.

Love you all. I'll keep you posted.