AF: It is very interesting to look back at the evolution of your attitude toward your sitch. You really have come a long way! I think that your current attitude of "I would like to be with her, if she would change, but I could take or leave it" is the most mature and evolved that you have had! THAT is wisdom: hard-fought and dearly bought.
BTW, I used to work back-shop for EC-130s myself. Was a heckuva job. Off we go, into the wild blue yonder...
Me40 WAW37 M18 T20 S18,14 D13 EA Bomb 6/08 Sep 11/20/08 Ret 08/09 Sep/Filed 11/09