Hey Julia.. oh just logged in. You know, it wasnt wierd.. its like he's a part of me and always will be, it doesnt matter how many years go by or who he's with/isnt with..its like he'll always be 'mine' ! And we were always close and still loved each other after we split, but eventually lost contact (although I always knew where to find him). I would see him every few years in the street and he would kiss my cheek and ask how I was.. but this was definetly different.. this was, I've been thinking about you.. as in.. remembering how much we l*ved each other (and we were madly in love). For years after we split everyone described it as a tragedy. Seriously, its much like the sitch now! Its like.. um soulmates.. why are you not together!?? I know I will always love these two men, no matter what happens and wish them happiness.
Yes, I last saw my current ex (this is getting confusing!!) when he dropped me at my parents, well remembered. He said he would call tonight, but I dont want to see him tonight.
Seeing my last ex does make me miss my current ex more. But.. I cant really be sure, until I see him.
