I'm sorry that your dad's latest tests are showing possible cancer again. It's so hard to deal with these things on top of the trauma of your own sitch but maybe in some way it also puts some perspective on it.
I hope you sleep well tonight.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
Hey M.. oh I'm so sorry that it is showing signs of spreading.. thats very sweet and probably best hey that you showed him a fake x-ray. I'm thinking of you, I love my dad to bits and would be very worried if I were in this position as you are and it must be hard not to have it in the forefront of your mind, as you say. So can you call Lisa about that drug? Worth a try hey.
Did you share this news with H? He was kind of (?) supportive a year ago when this first happened, wasnt he, so hopefully he can be there for you again?
Hi guys, thanks for the support and wishes. Right now the situation is not critical and he could repsond well to chemo. We'll see. I am excited about that medicin DCA, I've been reading about it and I want him to try.
H came back this morning and I met him at the airport to give him his car keys. He is still warm and loving. I told him last night about the Xray. He was sad too.
I am not giving up hope. I am calmer and I think things will be fine in the end. xxx K
Lisa, I dont know if I will able to log on tonight. H is here and I dont know if he is leaving...
Funny, when we are in the same room with no kids, even now that we are both calm, we have nothing to say to each other. It bothers me a lot and I am to blame for that as well cause I dont feel like sharing my life with him. I dont know if we are piecing or what, but whatever it is we are doing, it leaves me lacking as FG used to say. When he is away, it's better, because I dont have to face the reality of how detached we both are. He must feel the same way too. God I need to be in a good relationship so bad!!! I know people here say, wait , wait and wait some more but I am not like that. I feel ready if you know what I mean.
My kids on the other hand are super happy to have him here.
Did a lot of work today at the office. I am thinking of changing departments and I am trying to make a good impression on a few people. Tomorrow will be a cruicial day for my "plan"...
Ohh, and after gaining 1,5 kilos eating healthy, today the scale said 1 kilo less. I have a goal for 5 kilos to the end of May and 2-3 by April 19 when is our Easter.
Other than that, I liked what I read somewhere :Dreams are a heart's wish... K
Silly as it sounds the song from the Disney cartoon movie Cinderella is one of my favorites, "A Dream is a Wish Your Heart Makes"........ Have you talked with H about your plan to move to another department at work? That is something to share/talk about...
