I think you're in a down period. Your post is definitely not as lively as in the past few days. I think the talk the other night about custody knocked the wind out of your sails.
Well pick yourself up and look at the bright side. One of the last things she told you was that she would think about postponing the D. That's great news and right now it seems like she's acting on that.
Hang in there.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.