K None of this is easy we will often make many mistakes along the way we learn we grow and we let go painfully you will get to the point when you will stop asking you are probably still in the initial shock when all this first began, I thought I could count on seeing weekly changes in my H nothing changed except me now I montier H when I see him If he sasys /does nothing significantly different from one month to the next, I assume he is not moving I practice letting go more and more
I am moving peace
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