K
None of this is easy
we will often make many mistakes along the way
we learn we grow and we let go
painfully
you will get to the point when you will stop asking
you are probably still in the initial shock
when all this first began, I thought I could count on seeing weekly changes in my H
nothing changed except me
now I montier H when I see him
If he sasys /does nothing significantly different from one month to the next, I assume he is not moving
I practice letting go more and more

I am moving
peace


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow