Hey Rob, he wasnt an old flame, he was my first and true love!!! I would have stayed with him forever, but I had to leave because he became verbally abusive, but it broke my heart into a million pieces to leave him and took years to get over him (not until my current ex, despite bf's in between!). But.. it makes me appreciate how hard it is to go back, as even after all the years, I still look at him and think.. hmm.. but have you really changed? Would it be a risk to try again with you? And especially remembering how hard and painful it was to leave him. So, perhaps thats what my ex feels now.
So.. I didnt ring him, I texted to say I had emailed him about the papers. He replied a minute later, saying he was sorry he had been out of the office for over a week and would phone me tommorow, and then said "Are you ok?". I replied an hour later saying I was waitressing and a joke and then ok, call me tommorow.. He replied again 10 seconds later saying "Ok." (about calling I presume!) and another injoke (from our emailing weeks ago) and said "glad your getting fed" (why? Why is he glad I am getting fed? He hasnt contacted me for a week and a half, I could be dead for all he knows!).
So.. I suppose its good he replied straight away and said he would call me, but it upset me a little bit.. oh, so you can text me very easily then. So why is this only the second time this year? (yes, because he's 'moved on' and is seeing someone else) .. in that case.. WHY DID YOU POST ME AN F-IN PRESENT FOR MY BIRTHDAY!?? (Cyrena where are you when I need you!?)
