MB, I think you're just at a gut check time. This is your chance to see if you have the guts to see through your commitment. I believe you do. I believe your confidence will return as you realize that. I also think you should listen to that post and check with a mental health worker though - just to be safe.
You are a strong woman MB. Don't let anyone tell you differently.
I take great pride in "knowing" you (virtually) and I take comfort and encouragement from the things you try to teach me. Please don't stop doing that.
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."