Just so you know...

[bluerain]

I still haven't talked to him, I feel like I could chew my nails off. I don't understand why hes freaking being like this!

My dad says pi$$ on him. If he cant tell you what he wants then screw him. Its sort of been his attitude since the whole affair started. My dad came over and tried to talk to H once, H was so disrespectful, he was playing a computer game and just ignored my dad, like a 15 year old boy again! I dont think that my dad will ever forgive him for that. But my dad did tell him that "Hey, I wouldnt be a very good dad if I didnt at least try to help my kids out, and Ive always considered you one of my kids. You will understand if I dont wish you good luck." I know that what my dad thinks doesnt really matter. But still... I guess it kind of hurts my feelings that he was so disrespectful to a man that I look up to so much.

I feel like I really need some interpretation on the convo we had the other day, I really dont know what to make of it, or if I should make anything of it. I have backed off, and I hope that he will come to me, but seriously, that is absolutely out of character for him. I dont think he will, it would be too hard to try to fix things, so hes just going to wallow in self-pity and take what he thinks is the easy way out. Its easier to curl up and be sad than hold your head up and hope for a better future.