Seperated But Living Together

[2gthrButApart]

Yes I do have a FB, I just started one a few wks ago. I killed my MS page over a yr ago when we began having problems LOL. I told him about the FB page a few days after I set it up b/c I didn't want any new drama or "secrets" on my behalf.

You know something, remember I had mentioned a secret email acct my H had. Well back in Feb when we had the dumb R talk, I had asked him if he is emailing or TM another girl behind my back, of course he denied it, but I also never told him why I'm asking. I then explained to him that I was just chkng b/c I know sometimes when you're in a fould mood a woman will feed off o that and say hey, what's up, is something wrong and then she might say here's my email/phone #, if you need to talk or vent feel free to contact me. I told him that's how A start and if he wouldn't feel comfortable with me having contact like that with another man I'd appreciate the same respect from him. He said he agreed, and that he doesn't speak to any other women about us or about anything.

Here's the funny part, he HAS NOT signed into that email acct since that day. So I'm wondering was there a lil B***h trying to swoop in and I caught it in time, or if the acct meant nothing, which is a HUGE coincendense that he hasn't signed in since the day of that talk.

I don't think he'd have a PA while we are still M, but EA are just as disrespectful and damaging, if not more due to the bond.

I will be keeping a close eye when he gets back home. After that talk was also the time he began to treat me different, better, so maybe he was building a wall due to a lil' birdy in his ear. And since I explained to him how EA's begin, perhaps he cut off contact and is letting me in lil' by lil'.

Of course I have absolutely no proof of this, and I may just be living in my damn head again. But he has not used that email accnt since that day.

I guess we'll see.