Same here. I have been able to emotionally detach a lot. I also don't think H will come to his senses. It will be the hand of God speaking to him for that to happen - and he states he doesn't have faith anymore. I have hope for a miracle but I do not envision one in the near future.
I am trying to cope & act like we're getting Ded. Some days are better than others. I'm sure once I have been served and get a L - it will become very real!
Me:28, first M H: 33, second M Married: 08/08 Bomb: 10/08 H filed D and deployed: 12/08 Served: 04/09 I deploy: 07/09 Hearing date: 08/09
