Thanks so much for taking the time to read that long story of mine. Didnt realize you couldnt edit it later on. I am so glad I found this forum. It has already helped alot.
The biggest problem for me is keeping my emotions under control. I think that stems from trying to understand what my H is going through and him not doing the same for me. I found I kept playing the victim role too much and I figured out that the OW does not deserve to have that much power over me. I am not going to let her ruin my mood everyday.
I am on my way to checking out the other boards you suggested. Thanks again for the encouraging words. It does help!
