I'm Not a Doctor, But I Play One on DB

[AFWAW]

SP,
I feel your pain with the roller coaster ride. Keep your chin up, you're doing better than I am it seems like. You are in my prayers. Do something fun for yourself today around the house that the wife will see you doing--doesn't matter what it is, just do it and enjoy it. I watched American Beauty the other night for a bit and loved the part where the husband buys a new car and remote control car and runs it into the wife when she comes home and laughs in her face basically about the purchase he made--inspirational!