Thanks guys, I'm not too worried about my wife coming home ever at this point. She called again this morning--geez. She said I needed to switch a bill to my name cause she's not f$%^ing paying it again. Ok, I said is it really necessary to cuss at me every time you talk to me? At this point, I don't think she wants to have her cake and eat it too. I feel like I've pushed her far enough away with my pursuing that she probably feels like she'll never have a desire to come back. At least that's my thought today. We'll see. Anyway, I feel like I'm still emotionally detached. Do I still think about her though? Yep, I do. It's less emotional though. From my observations now, she's just mean, no love in her at all. Maybe that's her way of making it easier for herself to move on? I don't know. I tried to read her mind for years and she said I should have been able to at times. I'm tired of that and of this. Hope everyone has a good day.
M-41 ex-W-40 Together--17 years SS-20 D-14 Bomb--2 Feb 09 WAW--6 Feb 09 Officially divorced on 2 Jun 2010!!! ex-W has a boyfriend 8 Jun 2010!!! Off we go into the wild blue yonder!!!!
