This is why I don't understand myself. There are other people out there that are special. What is so special about this person that I want to put myself through any of this?
I know that once I decide to date again I will find someone that I can sit on the couch and cuddle with, talk to at night, be intimate with, have fun with... why do I want this person in my life. And why am I willing to struggle who is probably lost already I just don't know it?
The percentage of me that just wants to take my daughter and wlk away grows every day!
We talked for 40 minutes tonight and not once did she use my daughters name, only refered to her as "the kid"...oh and the woman who told me that my cursing bothered her used the F word about nine times. She is gone!
