Thanks!! I'm so excited about going back to school. It makes me feel like a kid again.
I feel really good about our conversation. I thought before I said everything so that it went with my 180 behaviors. Everytime he says that he's not coming home I feel like he's saying it to convince himself as well as me. He seems so lost and unlike himself right now. I feel bad for where he's at emotionally. It's got to be hard to be in such limbo.
I did come to the realization that it really is something that's wrong with him. I know everyone keeps telling me that, but it wasn't until tonight that I actually saw it in him. It feels great to finally get it through my head that I'm not the one at fault. Now I've just got to hang on to that knowledge when I get sad again. But that's another day.
