You are absolutely 100% right. Now to work on the guilt I feel when I am trying to be free, trying to "do me". I always feel like there's some Mommy or wife duty I should be doing.

Perhaps it'll be a lil' easier now that the weather's getting warmer. I can be out & about w/ my girls and not confined to the house.

I have such a hard time putting me first, b/c I don't want the label of bad mom, bad wife, uncaring woman.
B/c I'm not.

I'm starting slowly. Manicures, pedicures, doing my hair, buying sexy decent clothing. Now I need some heels LOL...im doing things that make me feel beautiful and sexy and confident. FOR ME. I put that stuff off for way too long.

Now I just need to get my butt out of the house!


M:28 H:30
DD-9| DD-7| Baby- Due 11/10
T-14 | M-8

10/08- Bomb
4/09- Failed attempt at Marriage Fitness Program
3/10- WH moved out.
7/10- Informed me he's filing in Aug