and then T there are nights like tonight.. softball, where he shows and we talk..it was friendly and ok.

Softball season makes it very hard to be dark. I want to be strong T-- I do..

Got the car taken care of by myself. $1100!! But God provided -- and now it is savings rebuilding time.

You know- as he sat in his spot and I sat in mine-- i saw him texting.. I kept wondering --- will he ever be alone?


M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again