Seperated But Living Together

[2gthrButApart]

Hi AJ,

No, I don't have any expectations, except maybe to see him smile and for him to feel a sense of relief that I'm not b****ing at him b/c I want affection b/c I've missed him.

I want him to feel appreciated and I know he loves when the girls do thoughtful things like that for him.

He just called b/ c he said he realizes he didn't say GN or call the girls this evening, he was just relaxing at his dad's house all day. He told me he was getting ready to go grab a couple of drinks, hang out for about an hr at a lil' place sort of like a bar, then he's going grab a bite to eat and head back home. He was sure to say its nothing like a place that he's gone to over there in the past that caused some arguments btwn us.

I think he was just trying to relieve my worries, or insecurities so he gave me a lil' rundown and made sure I knew its nothing like the lounge his brother loves to go to.

We spoke for a bit, he spoke to the girls, then I told him he sounds a bit distracted so to just have a good time w/ the guys and to be careful. He said ok. Said he might call me 2nite. I told him its ok, I'll talk to him 2mrw, not to say 2nite when we both know he means 2mrw. He said well, he might call tonight (im not expecting it ;-) ) but to have a good night. I told him to have a good night as well, and to be safe. (He's in a dangerous part of town) he said ok, and said bye in a very soft, nice tone.

I think my new changes are helping him to realize what we truly have. I canlt wait to have my H back, but I must wait so that we can both me new people, the kind of people we need to be to have a new strong M.

Let's see what tomorrow will bring. Thanks for being there for me. I need to hop back on over to your board and catch up on you. I was reading your thread today.