Ok well the NC thing is on hold for right now. I had a very unpleasant discovery.
I had a suspicious little pink mole removed 2 weeks ago and I found out yesterday that I have melanoma. Luckily its in stage one and my surgery is scheduled for Monday. I had to call H, of course to tell him and ask him to help me on my surgery day. He has been an ok support. Not as much as I would like of course, but at least he is being nice to me on the phone.
Im really scared. I have no family here and I just need some comfort right now. I know H isnt going to call and check on me like my friends and family have been, but part of me thinks how selfish of him. Cant we put our differences aside for a week until I find out how bad the cancer is? Cant he just be there for me? He knows how freaked out I am and that I am sitting alone in this house. This is truly a test and it definitely showing me H's true colors.
Anyway I just ask for prayers. i can never have too many. thanks everyone
