Yep, he's testing you. He wants reassurance and is hoping to catch you off guard to see if you'll say something different or your body language will tell on you.
Those that return home...they all do it...every last one of them, in some fashion.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
