I've Come Full Circle 25: All grown up

[kat727]

I had a rough night last night. It looks as if s16 will get the job at the movie theater, yeah!! the rough part was that I had to find his social security card. Life has been on hold for this whole mess and things didn't always get put where they should have. Anyway, while looking through ex's old desk(that he left behind) I find pictures of the kids from birthdays, vacations and day to day photos.

I keep going and find the card but by now my resolve is starting to crack and I bawl for at least 45 minutes. My poor kids. What could I have done that was so terrible for him to leave them and force them through this mess???

My kids try to calm me down and I "talk" to a few of my friends here but still feel so let down. I thought I was past this stuff. I didn't think I would cry "over him" or what he has done anymore. I mean it has been 8 months.

kat