Seperated But Living Together

[2gthrButApart]

I am happy he's having a good time, but I'm scared.

Although he seems different and happy and he's been "inching" towards me and we've been getting along better, and he's given me 5 kisses in the past almost 6 months (3 of them being in March), I'm scared he still might say we are over, I told you we're over, I'm only here for the girls, our M is done blah blah blah.

Is it normal for me to have this fear? I feel like things are getting better but I'm scared of leading myself on. What if he's being nice "just because" it's the civil thing to do? But then I wonder, would he have kissed me all those times and hug me so tight at night if it meant absolutely nothing to him? Maybe he's just as confused as I am, and my changes are confusing him for the better? After all, he was set to move out in the beginning of Jan, and he still hasn't (which is a good thing b/c that's when all of these good chanegs really began btwn us)

I feel like I have so many questions flying around in my head, and you and I are in the Middle of this all, so we really don't know any type of advice, from a having been there done that point of view LOL, we are both just hoping and DBing our lil' hearts out. I know I can't ask him ANY R questions, so I sit here and type LOL, hoping to get some type of insight.

Thanks for always checking in on me.

Is it normal for me to have this fear?